Dabota Lawson’s decision to get married in 2014 appears to be her one of her biggest regrets ever. Dabota Lawson, after some deep thinking says one of her biggest regrets is getting married in 2014.The former beauty queen and mother of one took to her Instagram page on Monday, November 12, 2018, where she poured out her feelings. According to her, she’s not so thankful for everything that has happened to her and wished she had made some right decisions in life which includes getting married in 2014.”This weekend I spent a lot of time thinking and talking about past events in my life. My friends kept saying Dabota everything happens for a reason and you are who you are today because of all that has happened. But I said to them and myself NO!! I’m not soooo thankful, I wish I made better decisions and was careful before getting involved with certain things and certain people. I wish I could see the future of how some of my poor decisions will stay hunting me because they actually do Every time I win or do better it’s because I chose to and I took a right turn, not always because I’ve learned a lesson. “The only thing I know is my mind and heart is just stronger, too strong for my own good, I’m almost not in touch with reality and strictly focused on pursuing goals and making sure everyone and everything around me is fine. I miss being carefree and the softness and innocence I used to have. I hate the fact that I have major trust issue and assume everyone has an ulterior motive around me. I mostly regret ever getting married in 2014 ( please keep all that lessons and whatever you think I got from it talk ) I hate the fact that I did !PERIOD!” she wrote.She went to write that one of the best decisions she actually made was giving birth to her daughter. Finally, she adviced her followers to be careful with the kind of decisions they make in life. “The only I did right that keeps me going was making the decisions to go through with my pregnancy and have my child. My daughter is only thing I’ve done right in the world over 25 years of my life. That’s how I feel. Be careful the decisions you make in life. This is a very stern warning, everything you do has a consequence that only you will experience in way only you can understand. BE VERY CAREFUL! HAVE A GREAT WEEK !” she concluded. Dabota Lawson was once married to billionaire businessman, Sunny Aku and they have a daughter together. After the collapse of their marriage, Dabota on numerous occasions had talked about the failed relationship. Back in 2017, she said her ex-husband was expecting her to beg him.ALSO READ: Dabota Lawson files for divorce from billionaire husband, Sunny AkuDabota Lawson says husband expected her to come begging Former beauty queen Dabota Lawson says her ex-husband, Sunny Aku, expected her to come begging. The beauty entrepreneur took to Snapchat today, March 22, 2017, saying she was short on cash when she left the marriage. According to her, she was also betrayed publicly by her closest friends.She wrote, “I remember when he told my friends “Don’t worry she has X amount in her account. She will soon go broke and come back begging. Some believed and start telling me to go and beg now before it’s too late. When Jesus is Lord? Nah.”Also speaking on betrayal and gaining new friends, she wrote, “I remember how even my closest friends betrayed me publicly and a beautiful soul who I was not friends with and never spoken to was fighting for me like we share the same blood. Today she’s more than a sister to me.”Recall that the beauty queen’s marriage has been dragged on social media since she filed for divorce from her husband of two years. In the divorce papers, Dabota Lawson revealed that Sunny Aku was still technically married when they had their wedding in December 2014. As a result of this revelation, she cannot continue the marriage.